first of all i want to thank you for sending me so much nice stuff. so far, what i've seen, read or heard is pretty nice. thanks, you are great.
I just finished my studio, which is kind of cool so
last week i was mainly working on my next album.
but i've been thinking lately
maybe it's normal to
love something and
hate it at the same time.
i think it's a very normal feeling.
sometimes it would be good to just run away. live a life
where you don't feel. then you probably don't fear either.
isn't weird that what is inside your head, so many thoughts won't become reality
because they are too weird or too scary or
you are just too afraid of giving birth to them.
if everyone would be or say or do what they think
would the world be better or worse?
it's fear. fear of failing, fear of having no control, fear of not being good enough,
fear of not having money, fear of writing what i'm writing, fear of dying, fear of fear …
but then when you remember
who you are, who you love, who loves you,
family, friends, life, childhood,
music that makes you either happy or sad
or music that makes you feel or not feel ,
movies, photos, art,
things you love, summer,
birds, traveling, culture,
the forest, the sea,
that you are
that life won't be forever like this,
but it's now
so why bother all this fear.
in your mind you are free and
you can let your imagination go everywhere, also to the places that don't really exist.
i guess there is the art. somewhere deep. you just have to dig in to find it. give it a moment. give it space and time. time is so important
here is a line in one poem i'm working on for next album, only because it fits to what i was writing.
seems like i think about it a lot. seems like i can't live without it.
seems like it's good to write about.
…when we take your fear on a
magic trip around the world.