our own weird head world.

Performing is like opening up your body and
giving your blood to someone who needs it.
and you give blood knowing that when you'll be in need someone else is going to help you.
play some music or draw a picture for you. or just bake a muffin and give you a hug.
Whatever – everything is necessary. everything is even more necessary because the world is yours, at least in your
big important weird head world.

My biggest fear is definitely not performing. I thought it was really scary until i realized that
when i die i won't be able to perform
so i better do it now.

Performing means traveling. sometimes for weeks. sometimes for months. And leaving your loved ones for such a long time can be hard.
Then you wanna go home and never go back again from your loved ones. You wanna hold them all in your arms,
they may never leave you. Those may never go:
the one i gave my heart to, my mom, my dad,
my stepmom, my stepdad, my brothers, my sisters,
my grandparents, my cat & my friends.

will they leave me? well at some point in life, yes.
some of them have no real heartbeat anymore.
As soon as your life begins it starts to end.
that's something.

I love performing & traveling, i love seeing new places & being in big cities.
i love even more being out in the nature, driving from one place to another.
while we drive, i constantly look out of the window trying to see a deer or a bear or maybe an owl.
i have never seen an wild owl. I made up this game that will give me thousand points if i see a wild bear.
i don't even really know what those thousand points mean. it is just a weird funny game in my head.
it's wonderful to see wild animals running around but it always surprises me that everywhere i go
i see people.
and in my big important weird head world i realize,

people are everywhere and i am just one of them.
everyone is important and we all have our own weird world where we suck on each other's arty blood.

we should give – we should take.

1,333 Responses to "our own weird head world."

  1. Kerstin |

    Nice and very true! thanks for sharing.

  2. Yukkie |

    wow, beautiful thoughts! I'll give me 1000 points too, when I see sóley performing

  3. Ben |

    Please call your next album 'big important weird head world' it would be a brilliant title

  4. Aimee |

    I can see the truth in it. This is almost like an echo of a very long and warm afternoon, red skin burned by the sun and a little bit of pain. I hope you keep performing and that one day I'll be there. Blood. That's a nice picture. A nice color. I'm glad you blog. (sorry about my not-so-good english)

  5. Benni |

    I love this blog! <3 And it was this head world where these words came to live, thank you!

  6. ALICE al.fagg |

    I think about people around me everytime I'm driving and I have to stop because of a traffic light. I focus and try to look at who's driving next to me, without being seen (if they see you the game's spoiled and it gets weird and you wait for the green light, embarassed). I look at HIM or HER, and think… and I realize that he's possibly going home, alone, sad, or maybe he is going to be happy in 5 minutes, or whether he's married or not, and how did he propose to his wife, and i suddenly can get for a few second the IMMENSITY of UNIVERSE and I feel little. I use this little game when I'm sad, in order not to think to my problems. Or maybe I'd better say "I USED", 'cos now there's your music.
    Alice

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    If you're still on the fence: grab your favorite earphones, head down to a Best Buy and ask to plug them into a Zune then an iPod and see which one sounds better to you, and which interface makes you smile more. Then you'll know which is right for you.

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